What Am I Doing?

I can't sleep and haven't been able to for the past few hours.
What the hell am I doing??!? Honestly, I just dropped out of college with no plans, no idea what I'm going to do with myself. NO IDEA.

I'm getting really nervous now, extremely. What will I do with my year? Who will I see and spend time with?

I'm starting to feel like this was a horrible mistake and I'm leaving myself without options...